Dwelling in the meat world

I've realized tonight that I am mildly stressed out and angry at people and situations I have no right to be angry at. To elaborate, I am angry...no that's the wrong word...I can't think of the right word so I'll just skip it. Let's go with frustrated. I am frustrated that I have a job and Chris doesn't. So while I get to spend 11 hours at work he gets to either play WoW or do Smash Bros. tournaments or get to hang out with Evan or Rob. I know I am being irrational, but today after working all day, I am supposed to go to this 90's party hosted by Rob and his girlfriend. It's not even that I am very tired, although I am, it's just that I am so bitter and crotchety right now that I don't even want to go and attempt to have a good time. I really just want to sit at home and rant at someone. I'm also still bitter about the fact that I wanted to play Smash with Rob and Chris last night and after two games Chris was doing nothing but complaining about how I only attacked him and how annoying I was being. Yeah, I definitely am not going. I'll go be Buzz Killington by myself tonight and try to avoid putting any unneccessary strain on my relationship by saying something irrational.