It got cold in Tucson!

I'm finally all better! Rejoice! I've been playing Final Fantasy 7 on this playstation emulator that Chris got to work on my laptop. It's fun, but kind of makes me reminisce about FF6. Also I know Aeris dies, but I don't know when and she's my heal bitch so I'm sad already :((

Chris and I fought today and he said that he didn't like or care about Moses which made me cry. Granted the cat does shed an obnoxious amount, but still....I think he's sweet anyways.

I work all day tomorrow which I actually prefer to being in school at the moment. I'm so done with school. I need to decide what to do next year though. I need to find something that will keep my parents happy enough even though I would be fine with being a bum and just working and making money. Maybe I'll just join the Peace Corps. My rudimentary grasp on spanish might come in handy and my vast knowledge of viruses. I don't know. I just want time off. I'll always be a slacker at heart no matter how my life appears to be together and how responsible I seem. I kind of decided that instead of going into research I would probably like to go into public health. I like to interact with people. I'm relatively decent at interacting with people. I remember how when I worked in the entomology lab for 8 months and then finally quit and went back to Pei Wei how refreshing it was to talk to people again. I am so excited for summer vacation though!!!! I don't even care that my life is not planned out!

I love using fresh deodorant!!

Yesterday I started out the day feeling well, going to a work meeting then doing some kickboxing. Two hours later I had a raging sore throat, muscle pain, dizziness and nausea. Sudden illnesses are fun, especially when you're at school and have to walk 15 min. to you car. Normally this walk is done without thinking because walking 15 min. is honestly no big deal, but when you're sick and feverish it seems much longer. Needless to say I have been enjoying the vivid Nyquil induced dreams. I did make it to my neurobio quiz today, finished it, hopefully passed, then left immediately to go back to the comfort of my bed and travel channel. I have a lot of homework and test to study for and having a bad case of senioritis plus being ill makes it incredibly difficult. Can't it just be summer vacation already!!!???

Dwelling in the meat world

I've realized tonight that I am mildly stressed out and angry at people and situations I have no right to be angry at. To elaborate, I am angry...no that's the wrong word...I can't think of the right word so I'll just skip it. Let's go with frustrated. I am frustrated that I have a job and Chris doesn't. So while I get to spend 11 hours at work he gets to either play WoW or do Smash Bros. tournaments or get to hang out with Evan or Rob. I know I am being irrational, but today after working all day, I am supposed to go to this 90's party hosted by Rob and his girlfriend. It's not even that I am very tired, although I am, it's just that I am so bitter and crotchety right now that I don't even want to go and attempt to have a good time. I really just want to sit at home and rant at someone. I'm also still bitter about the fact that I wanted to play Smash with Rob and Chris last night and after two games Chris was doing nothing but complaining about how I only attacked him and how annoying I was being. Yeah, I definitely am not going. I'll go be Buzz Killington by myself tonight and try to avoid putting any unneccessary strain on my relationship by saying something irrational.

WOW Christmas it soon! It's finally, officially cold in Tucson. Like all day, not just at night. I was happy because I own a lot of jackets and I can finally start wearing them again. I always end up wearing the same one though.

I need to decide what to get Chris for Christmas and his birthday. Give me ideas people!

I have a presentation tomorrow that I am kind of nervous about. AHHH! Public speaking can be frightening.

"Mystery Diagnosis" has kept me awake until 2am.

I am appalled...

I am appalled that both Prop 8 in California and Prop 102 in Arizona were allowed to pass. I am so sick of religions imposing their wills into politics and life. This country is so full of intolerance. It's religious intolerance in reverse. It's the religions that are intolerant of everyone else. Yes, I realize this is a generalization and not everyone is like this. God is not real, the bible is fiction, virgin births are impossible, evolution is correct, life does not being when a sperm meets and egg, there is no heaven, there is no hell, and when you die that is it. End of story.

At least atheists don't tell religious people to kill themselves for their beliefs. And quoting from the bible is not providing evidence...for anything...ever.

Oh yeah, and Keith Olbermann is awesome:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUXK7As-yl0

We are fucked.

I'm watching the news and the title of this post describes our lives from now on.





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I feel my point has been made.

Rage More

I'm really frustrated right now. I think it's because I haven't been alone in the house for a really long time now. My days are always longer than Chris's or they are the same length. So now I'm just hiding in my room with the door shut while he sits on the couch with his laptop on his lap in the same position I always find him in. I get school is kind of hectic and he probably wants to relax, but sometimes it would be nice to do something or have his suggest something and invite me to do it. It's the same old fight over and over so there's no real point to even bring it up anymore. We're supposed to go hiking this weekend which, of course, I recommended. I don't know, I just give up on expecting him to attempt to do things with me anymore. On that note, it's 10:30 and I am so bored. I think I may make one of those infamous Wal-Mart runs that I tend to make when I am really bored and antsy. Besides, I need eyeliner and would like it before tomorrow.